Sunday, August 5, 2007

Episode 89-勉强是不会快乐的

i spoke to alot of pple this week. all asking me if i reali want to gif up and ooc. was quite sick of all these brainwashing/pyscho-ing session liao.

one of them told me that the coursemates and commanders will be here to support each other thru this last 4 weeks and it will be a very sad thing for me to juz gif up now.

haiz. after listening to him it sort of made me want to ooc more. cant sae that i don like them lah. but somehw, since the start i alreadi had this intention of getting away and don reali feel belonged to this team. somemore i will feel even sadder if i continue to stay on and force myself thru the 4 weeks.

真的很累,很厌倦每天过这种生活
我们之间有太多的误会和不解
应该是时候放手算了吧

勉强是不会快乐的~

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