got to book out 2nite but haf to go back 2moro morn. the whole coy went outfield for 3daes 2nite exercise. luckili they let me come back or else haf to be alone in the whole building.
din reali haf a pleasant experience so far. there were 3 other oocs who had alreadi stayed there for 3 weeks+. i wasnt given a nice 'welcome greeting' by the enchek.
'bascialli u all r here as SLAVES. i will put u on the parade square and let those who need manpower to bid.'
i juz faked a smile but cursed him violently deep inside my head. he was the bastard whom i talked to when i 1st got posted to this place 2months ago. i still remember how un-understanding and un-friendli he was when i voiced out that i had no intention of carry on the course. its pple like him that makes our life so f**king unenjoyable and such a waste of time. asshole~
couldnt believe myself that i actuali went to the library on sun and borrowed some self-imporvement books to read. think the last time i read a book was mugging for a's bah. lol~ anyway, i haf so much free time now that it onli took 2 days for me to finish a book. quite amazing considering that i don reali finish reading any books in the past.
borrowed this 'say it with confidence' book on effective communication since i noe communication has always been a chore for me. currentli i am reading 'modern manners'. haha!
trying to adopt this 'positive' attitude i learnt from one of the books. basicalli it saes that every single situation can be perceived in both positive and negative ways and there is no pt in feeling upset or angry by choosing to see onli the bad side.
guess now i haf to enjoy what i am doing and stop complaining so much bah. at later i can go sleep comfortably in my bed and not laying somewhere in the open field with irritating mosquitoes buzzing ard. phew~
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