Episode 93-Back To Basics

got 'kicked' out of seletar 2dae. reporting back to nee soon 2moro morn.

i knew it will be some dae this week. but din expect it to hapen so fast sia. a bit shocked when oc told me the news. was quite hapi that i am leaving this horible place. but as nite falls, i begin to feel sad.

it was the pple that made me want to leave in the 1st place. i cant feel a sense of belonging and there was no pt to force myself living and training with pple i cant reali get along with. but looking back now, its not as bad as i thought.

been following the qm ard these few daes. he knew i was damn bored cooping up in the office everydae and brought me out to haf 'fun'[packing ration/go marina bay look at pple do work while we slack/skip cookhse lunch and haf chicken rice outside...].

sergeant major was the best. he wasnt like the others, who came and tried to 'brainwashed' me to stay on. neither did he gaf the 'u r weak and gaf up so easily' kind of feeling that i experienced from others. he was one of the few who still care abt me when he has tons of other more impt task to complete. and he was the onli one who came and wished me 'gd luck and all the best!'

maybe it was all fated. i went for medical appt and every1 had to wait for me b4 moving off to seletar from neesoon a month ago when we were posted. i was the onli one who missed the course opening ceremony cos i went physio. and now, i am the 1st ooc in the course[even my buddy who fractured his finger and got like 1 month of attc haven even ooc yet. lol~]

quite anxious and worried now abt 2moro. donoe wad i will be doing from now on. hope its 8-5. den can everydae can come back home, haf a nice dinner, hot water bath, play com and hug my doraemon to bed. yawn~ gd nite...