Episode 96-La La La~

海豚音 aka whistle register~

the cool one...


the original...

the funny...

and the horrible ones!

shld ask sonia to try next time. LOL!

Episode 95-How Life Should Be...

got this from one of the books i was reading. somehw, it makes sense.

The most unfair thingy about life is the way it ends…
I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time and what do you get at the end of it? Death. I mean, what’s that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first; get it out of your way. Then you move to an old people’s home. You get kicked out when you’re too young, you get a gold watch and then you go to work. You work for forty years until you’re young enough to enjoy your retirement. You have fun, party plenty, then you get ready for senior school. Then you go to junior school, you become a kid, you play and you have no responsibilities. You become a little baby, you go back into the womb, spend your last nine months floating…and you finish off as an orgasm.

-Anonymous

lol!

Epsiode 94-Be Positive!

got to book out 2nite but haf to go back 2moro morn. the whole coy went outfield for 3daes 2nite exercise. luckili they let me come back or else haf to be alone in the whole building.

din reali haf a pleasant experience so far. there were 3 other oocs who had alreadi stayed there for 3 weeks+. i wasnt given a nice 'welcome greeting' by the enchek.

'bascialli u all r here as SLAVES. i will put u on the parade square and let those who need manpower to bid.'

i juz faked a smile but cursed him violently deep inside my head. he was the bastard whom i talked to when i 1st got posted to this place 2months ago. i still remember how un-understanding and un-friendli he was when i voiced out that i had no intention of carry on the course. its pple like him that makes our life so f**king unenjoyable and such a waste of time. asshole~

couldnt believe myself that i actuali went to the library on sun and borrowed some self-imporvement books to read. think the last time i read a book was mugging for a's bah. lol~ anyway, i haf so much free time now that it onli took 2 days for me to finish a book. quite amazing considering that i don reali finish reading any books in the past.

borrowed this 'say it with confidence' book on effective communication since i noe communication has always been a chore for me. currentli i am reading 'modern manners'. haha!

trying to adopt this 'positive' attitude i learnt from one of the books. basicalli it saes that every single situation can be perceived in both positive and negative ways and there is no pt in feeling upset or angry by choosing to see onli the bad side.

guess now i haf to enjoy what i am doing and stop complaining so much bah. at later i can go sleep comfortably in my bed and not laying somewhere in the open field with irritating mosquitoes buzzing ard. phew~

Episode 93-Back To Basics

got 'kicked' out of seletar 2dae. reporting back to nee soon 2moro morn.

i knew it will be some dae this week. but din expect it to hapen so fast sia. a bit shocked when oc told me the news. was quite hapi that i am leaving this horible place. but as nite falls, i begin to feel sad.

it was the pple that made me want to leave in the 1st place. i cant feel a sense of belonging and there was no pt to force myself living and training with pple i cant reali get along with. but looking back now, its not as bad as i thought.

been following the qm ard these few daes. he knew i was damn bored cooping up in the office everydae and brought me out to haf 'fun'[packing ration/go marina bay look at pple do work while we slack/skip cookhse lunch and haf chicken rice outside...].

sergeant major was the best. he wasnt like the others, who came and tried to 'brainwashed' me to stay on. neither did he gaf the 'u r weak and gaf up so easily' kind of feeling that i experienced from others. he was one of the few who still care abt me when he has tons of other more impt task to complete. and he was the onli one who came and wished me 'gd luck and all the best!'

maybe it was all fated. i went for medical appt and every1 had to wait for me b4 moving off to seletar from neesoon a month ago when we were posted. i was the onli one who missed the course opening ceremony cos i went physio. and now, i am the 1st ooc in the course[even my buddy who fractured his finger and got like 1 month of attc haven even ooc yet. lol~]

quite anxious and worried now abt 2moro. donoe wad i will be doing from now on. hope its 8-5. den can everydae can come back home, haf a nice dinner, hot water bath, play com and hug my doraemon to bed. yawn~ gd nite...

Episode 92-881

ndp's over and this is my 1st free sat since donoe how long ago liao. caught royston's tan 881 at vivo with gab and shuyi. after much recommendations from the media and my parents and ah gong ah ma who actuali enjoyed it!



it's actuali quite an interesting movie musical. talks about how this 2 girls[the papaya or '881' sisters]persue their dream to make it big in the annual 7th month 歌台 scene.

the front part about the 歌台s is damn farnie! i love all the bling bling colourful and fanciful costumes and catchy techno-ish hokkien songs. the characters such as the papaya's rivals[ang mo-ish durian sisters may&choy!] and the 歌台goddess are super farnie lah.

the later part is very very very sad.a very big contrast sia. so touching and sad how the story ended. *cries*~

overall its one of the best local productions i'ver watched. at least the jokes r not as lame and low-class as jack neo's and it was shot in a rather arty but understandable way. the theme is oso very singaporean-ish. no wonder my grandparents and parents[who don reali pay and go to the cinemas]find it a gd movie.lol~

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Episode 91-2 Days Off!

mon and tue off-in-lieu of ndp and the upcoming burnt weekend. basicalli i juz spent my whole mon sleeping,napping,resting,'ironing' my bed,closing my eyes,dreaming,meeting 'zhou gong'~ lol!

very long nvr had so much time to sleep mah. anyway don reali haf much things to do. no1 to go out with oso. sianz~

think i slept too much in the day liao. now like still v energetic sia.

recently got addicted to green tea. went ard tasting diff brands. yeo's jasmine taste is too strong. heaven and earth's has quite a good balance of jasmine and sweetness. but my fav is still pokka! don reali haf any jasmine taste and is v sweet!

guess i am reali too bored bah...

Episode 90-Chuan@NDP 07

4 more daes to NDP 2007! woohoo~ got some pics here on wad i actuali have been doing for ndp and the rather disappointing combined rehearsal 6 which i attended on sat nite, as an audience!



somehw they juz look like wantons to me lah. lol! anywayour job is to mainly pull them up and down during the show to make it 'dance'. the 'tentacles' r a big mafan. as u can see, they r v long and we haf to put them in trash bags to prevent it from breaking or getting wet and dirty.


my position is one of the closest to the audience. so can feel the atmosphere and 'highness'. always get goosebumps when u hear them scream and sing the national songs out loud. its reali v fun to be part of ndp lah. anyway muz look out for my jellyfish during the 1st sea segment hor. hopefulli don make any malu mistakes.haha~



2nite's rehearsal was quite disapointing lah. it was combined rehearsal 6 but unlike past rehearsals, the performance wasnt wearing anyth[opps! i mean costumes] and the 'special effects were minimum'[as announced b4 the show starts]every1 HUH-ed when they say 'and there wont be any fireworks 2nite'. i pity those pple who camped at merlion park donoe since, hoping to catch the fireworks but still blur blur donoe 2nite don haf.

anyway, the most farnie thing abt rehearsals is that the vips were all simulated. they will juz ask some poor guy to carry a sign and stand/act as if he real person. so during the entry of mps and ministers, u see pple carrying a big card that reads 'mp' or 'sm[senior minister]'haha

best is the president and artists part. the stand in has to reali sit in the car and be welcomed out. and he somemore has to inspect the parade and wave to the audience lah. as for the 'artists', there is this segment where kit chan performs this year theme song solo. so this poor girl had to stand on the stage and hold up this big big big card with 'kit chan' on it for the camera to film her. damn awkward lah. lol!

after 'watching' the 'parade and show', i would sae this yr's NDP is reali a not-to-be-missed. its the 1st time having it on a new location on water and the show has performances from both land, air and sea. there are mani new and creative ideas and the fireworks are juz f***king nice. most imptly, i am performing! haha. jk jk.

can log on to THE STRAITS TIMES on aug 9th from 1630 onwards where they have this live telecast thingy. got 9 diff cameras showing diff angles and parts of the parade for u to choose. hopefulli can see my handsome face![think camera 6]lol~

Episode 89-勉强是不会快乐的

i spoke to alot of pple this week. all asking me if i reali want to gif up and ooc. was quite sick of all these brainwashing/pyscho-ing session liao.

one of them told me that the coursemates and commanders will be here to support each other thru this last 4 weeks and it will be a very sad thing for me to juz gif up now.

haiz. after listening to him it sort of made me want to ooc more. cant sae that i don like them lah. but somehw, since the start i alreadi had this intention of getting away and don reali feel belonged to this team. somemore i will feel even sadder if i continue to stay on and force myself thru the 4 weeks.

真的很累，很厌倦每天过这种生活
我们之间有太多的误会和不解
应该是时候放手算了吧

勉强是不会快乐的~